Country Music

Ok so I am a pretty big fan of country music, George Strait, Kenny Chesney, and Reba just to name a few that I enjoy listening to. People say that country songs are always about my wife left me, my dog died, my husband cheated, or about pickup trucks and to a point that is true, but none the less I truly enjoyed listening to it. And then.... I got my heart broke and now I am having the hardest time listening to some of my favorite songs and artists. I know that it will take time to get over getting my heart broken, but this is one more thing that is pissing me off, this is just one more thing that I enjoy that I have to fight to get back.

Cheats and Liars

Ok so I want to know what the heck is the point of lying. There is not a single person who benefits from the actual lie. I never thought that the person who has spent the last seven months lying to me would ever lie to me. This person knows that I have severe trust issues when it comes to letting people get close to me and letting them in. I read this quote the other day that went like this "I believe that a complete stranger can change your life in a matter of hours" I disagree with that statement to a degree I believe that a complete stranger can change your life in a matter of minutes not hours. With one simple statement someone can either destroy your way of thinking or they can make improve your way of thinking.

Can anyone tell me why people cheat on the people that they have committed themselves to another. If your unhappy then do whatever it takes to fix it, but do not hurt the other people in your life. My dad cheated on my mom, my best friend cheated on his girlfriend/wife what ever she is and I don't really know what she is cause well I know don't believe anything that he has ever told me.

The hardest thing for me is that I really didn't loose the person that I was led to believe that I would get to spend the rest of my life with, but one of my best friends and for what a stupid lies that never had to happen in the first place.

It is funny to me that women think that all men are alike and men think that women are all alike. I am trying really hard not to hate the entire male species, its really hard at this particular moment. I do however, know that through my heavenly father I will be able to learn from this and move on.