Thoughts

Somone once told me that you need to let others in, so that you grow. I have a really hard time letting people get all that close to me. I have been disappointed in the past and hate the feeling of being let down or sad. I know that no one really likes the feeling but its happened so much that i just kind of shutdown and don't let anyone in. In order to let others in you have to give over control.

This week the one person that I thought would never hurt me, halfway broke my heart. I say halfway cause I still love him and don't really know what happened. I don't know how to move past this feeling of complete loss. The loss of the future that we were supposed to have and the loss of friendship that we had. It is my hope that with all that we have been through we will one day find our way back to the friendship that we once had.

If anyone has any ideas to help a girl get over a broken heart please let me know.

Blogging

So I was sitting in my living room the other day talking to RiLee about blogging. RiLee asked me why I didn't blog more than i do. I said that I don't really have anything to blog about. I also said that most of the people I know who blog are people who have children are who have things to say in blogs. I have to some degree changed my mind on this subject. There are many things people have to say that are of interest. So I just need to develop a better attitude about blogging.